WHY I STILL STAND

AND STILL I STAND!

Today I went to the District Clerk of Harris County.  I wanted to find out if the defendants in my cases had answered. I need to take action to keep my cases from being dismissed from want of prosecution. The clerk has stopped imaging my pleadings and has destroyed the last request for filing and service in my civil cases. Someone in the clerk’s office tricked me into bringing in the original date stamped copy of my pleading in order to serve the President of Capitol One Bank. Their agent for service of process refused service. I had to serve the President or an officer of the bank. The constables are refusing to serve the defendants in my cases. They do not appear to have made any attempts of service since April, 2017.

Since December, 2016, the burglaries of my apartment, car and friends homes have escalated. Even the church has been robbed of the documents I left with them. There have been two attempts on my life. Someone is serious. Elwyn feels their next move is to shoot me or worse. I cannot imagine the worse.  They have stolen all of my expensive designer suits, purses and shoes. All of my best clothes have been stolen. I have had my jewelry that I spent a lifetime accumulating stolen. All of my sheets, towels, books that I spent a lifetime accumulating have been stolen. All of my dishes, shoes, silver collection, legal files, receipts from the purchases of my home and timeshare, student loan records and receipts were seized by the police and not returned; silverware, kitchen items have been stolen. My cutting board, meat thermometer, kitchen items were stolen. My father’s picture, my son’s pictures and medical records, my medical records and legal files are constantly being sabotaged in order to defeat me in all of my lawsuits. Massive amounts of money are being spent to destroy me and my reputation. My personal and intimate mementoes have been stolen like my high school yearbook, college yearbooks, pictures from my international travels and pictures from when I was a People to People Ambassador to Cuba were stolen. Someone really hates me. This is clearly a “Hate Crime.” Nobody does this sort of thing to anyone unless they really hate them. It is the act of unpardonable evil. Who steals and destroys someone through their clothes and books. Whoever is doing this has a lot of personal animus. This is not a criminal investigation. It never has been. It is the sign of someone with a mental illness. This points to Lt. Arnold, Jeremy Heallum, George Boyette, Joel White or Matt Ryan as well as the Brazos County Prosecutors and Steve Smith the Judge of the 361st District Court. Only someone with unusual hate and evil could sit down and falsify records and create crimes like these people did. They never expected me to live through what they planned. They thought I would die in prison because I had a stroke before this happened. They never expected me to live. They forgot that I serve an awesome God.

I STILL STAND BECAUSE GOD HAD A PLAN FOR ME. I do not know what it is. I only pray for his guidance. I think I will figure it out soon.  I am a system analyst. There is no puzzle that I cannot solve. There is no system that I cannot eventually figure out. My last Field Supervisor was correct: “If you have a problem in your system, she will find it was her assessment of me.” I hope she is as correct about me as I was about family systems in that day. I know they underestimated me. They underestimated my clinical skills and support.

My old social work professor read my book. He marveled at my spiritual strength. A deacon at my son’s church read the book and wondered how I could have had so many problems. I have reflected on both their comments and they are correct. Another minister told me that I had a guardian angel all my life. He is also correct. My life has always been guided and directed by “the whisperer”. “The whisperer” has always made sure that my needs have been met. I never felt down or unprotected because I was never homeless, hungry, unprotected. I always advanced. I kept climbing higher. I never stayed down and nothing could keep me down.

I remember one winter when my furnace went out. I was living in Michigan and it was snowing. There was snow on the ground. It was very cold. I would have had a hard time surviving the night. Before I could call for someone to fix the furnace or worry about how I could purchase another furnace, someone knocked on my door and told me he was there to fix my furnace. He installed a brand new furnace. I never figured out how he knew that I needed a furnace. He never asked me about money. I do not remember if I paid him or how I did. I was short of money at the time. I think about what I have endured since I moved to Brazos County in 2004. I did not know such evil existed. I cannot imagine what poor people and minorities have been enduring in the south.

I was meant to have this experience. There was a lesson for me to learn. I am uniquely prepared to tackle this problem. Every time I dared question “the whisperer”, his response was always, “You have been prepared to for this challenge.” That is why I still stand. When God prepares you for a challenge, man cannot defeat you forever. It is only a matter of time. This is why I still stand. Maya A. used to say: “And still I stand!”